Kevmanyo's Vlog Week 4 (9.14 - 9.21)

Hey guys, its that time again, I know this is late but I hope you enjoy it!

(This upcoming weeks vlog is gonna be AWESOME though)

Kevmanyo's Vlog 2 (9/1/09 through 9/7/09)

Here we go again, another week filled with the crazy happenings of my life. haha

Kevmanyo's Vlog (Week 1)

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Week 1

Well here we go again, another semester of school. I hope I can keep it together like I did last semester. I am not really worried about any of my classes though. I guess my psych class and math class seem to have a lot of homework, But that is to be expected.

The girls in my classes seem to be pretty cute and nice. A few in particular are standing out to me that I hope I can build a friendship with. There is this girl named Cambria in my Psych class. I think that is pretty fuckin cool, seeing as how I have never seen the name used outside of one of my favorite bands.

I feel like I am already somewhat loosing touch with my friends who have moved away. Speaking of, Casey/Lauren & Alyssa we need to start out Group Vlog soon k?

Other than that, this has been a pretty average week. Good times I guess...

Today Is a Good Day

I'm happy to say that today is great. I got my money finally, I'm rebuilding some friendships, I've made a few cheesy movies with my friends, and all is well.

New Video!

It's nice that finally some things are turning around in my life after a kinda of rough summer (emotionally I mean) Because I didn't like waking up and questioning whether or not the day ahead would be good or bad. I am right where I want to be, and that's the best thing I could ever ask for.

I mean sure, there a few things in life I wish I had at the moment, like my 360 to be repaired or a new HD video camera. But those things will come in time when I finally get a new job (which I have not completely given up on... It will come if i stay patient and keep my head up.)

In short, "It's a great day to be alive. I know the sun shines shinin when I close my eyes, and theres good times in the neighborhood. I wish every day was just the good!" (Yeah its country, get over it lol)

This Is It, This Is It

Yesterday my favorite band broke up. As Cities Burn have contributed the most to me musically and spiritually, and now they have decided to call it quits. This is not the first time they have broken up, but it seems it will be the last. They just released a CD not more than 3 months ago (The cover art can be seen as my blog logo, and the title of my blog is derived from a combination the albums name and one of my favorite songs on it)

It puzzled me that they didn't begin touring the day the album was finished... Especially after how well received "Come Now Sleep" was considering that they had completely changed their genre from post-hardcore to more of an indie sound. And "Hell or Highwater" proved that the style change was not only for the best, but the best decision the band has ever made.

So when I found out they had broken up I was so let down. They are one of the few bands that i really loved putting my money into. The reason I am so distraught about this whole thing is that I have never seen them live once in the 4 years that I have been enjoying their music. Now I might never get the chance... This Is It, This Is It...

Love Jealous One, Love.

I really... REALLY hate reading old myspace comments and messages. It honestly makes me feel like shit. I have had soo many friends in my life... What the FUCK happened to them all? Some ended, I was responsible for more than id like to admit... But when I really think about it... I miss them.

I miss the way I used to stay up late and talk to Carrera on the phone, I miss the way Rachel and I would watch movies, I missed watching episode after episode of The Office with Sara, I miss the way Hannah and me planned out our dream house for the day we would inevitably get hitched, the way me and Gabe would jam, I miss going to Jasons house and messing around, I miss Jordan having to drive me everywhere, I miss the long nights I used to have with Nicole and Alex... I miss the days on end that I would spend with Mandy and Nicole... Sometimes that is the one I missed most...

If I could go back and time and fix all of these friendships, find out where they went wrong and prevent it, I would. But I can't play god... I also don't think any of them Would want me back anyways. What do I do when I get these nostalgic happy memories and realize that they are so out of reach that thinking about them is pointless. I have a lot of problems, I just want to find someone who wants to keep me around...